Monday - 15/9
I think I'm sick. My right nostril is perma stuck. My throat feels dry even after drinking 2 bottles of plain water within 10 minutes, and I'm aching all over. Bleh.
Today's math paper 2 was seemingly a breeze. I (thought that I) had only 1 question part, the probability question, part 3, which I did wrongly and I thought of the answer only after "time's up". LIke I said, the focus is "seemingly". Upon discussion with justin and wenquan about the paper, either I get it all right and they get it all wrong or I get it all wrong and they get it all right -.-"
Wednesday - 17/9
Despair.
The worst piece of paper I ever sat for in my entire life so far. I totally couldn't do 32 out of 60 marks worth of questions. All hopes of getting C or better for econs was dashed. Gone. Poof, like meepo.
What caused it didn't really matter. Bad flu, stomachache, watching TV from 7pm~9pm, then from 10pm to 10.30pm, studying only 1hr, going school early to study but end up not doing so, or what not. The script has been handed in. History cannot be undone. "Past is prologue" as Shakespeare says. Maybe I should stop thinking of excuses why I screwed it up -.-"
Computing tomorrow better not be comparable to this. Physics MCQ on friday better be doable as well. Can't afford another screwed up subject.
Thursday - 18/9
Feelings are fickle but powerful sources of empowerment or demoralisation. They can make you stronger or cripple you, all in that instant.
Woah. So chim. Kk. Anyway that's what I felt after I sat down at the comic shop below my grandma house and read for 1 hour. Moments before, I was totally devastated at how much I have yet to master. Computing Paper 2 was yet another killer paper. 1 more tomorrow and it'll be a "killing spree".
I hate it when people categorise or stereotype me. To people like darryl, I'm supposed to be some sort of genius who's infallible. He even threatened to bash me up after I said I didn't know half the computing paper. At that instant, it feels like he's dropping stones into a well I fell into. How nice.
C'mon man. I WISHED I am a genius.
Friday - 19/9
RAWR! Its finally over. And how lucky am I that it ended off on a good note. Now I can go and enjoy myself for the weekend without feeling guilty. Yay. Kk. First off, sleep now. Gonna play tong xiao (i.e. overnight) tonight with my clan. Hehe.
Heard on TV about "games convention asia", quite interesting, wanted to go, but justin and wenquan not interested. Decided not to go alone. Bah.
Had guitar lesson as usual. Last few lesson before I stop liao. I didn't have time to practice for the past whole month. No point sia. Might as well continue after A's.
On my way back, 2 out of 3 buses that I can take left the bus stop when I was across the road. Noooooo -.-"
Then again, it might be a blessing in disguise. I talent-spotted a future dancer/pop-icon, you might even call her the next pussy cat doll (without the "s", she's solo). Judge for yourself:
I better stop or this gonna take forever to upload. She started dancing more than 10min ago before I started video-ing, and she's still at it after I stopped. All the way till her bus came and her mum dragged her up the bus. She train so hard sia. Lol.
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